mASF post by "ox"
posted on: mASF forum: Field Reports Discussion, May 5, 2005any way this is more like a fuck up report. i went out last night with the
intention of bringing the goods. sarging hb8 and above. on the one hand i could
find very few, mostly 7s, on the other my state dropped and i was swimming most
of the time. i went from supercharge to "god take me now". one thing though, i
didnt bomb or crash and burn but i just couldnt plow even when passed hook
point i run out of material for some reason and had to eject. crappy night.
first bar.
high five bouncer. fluff with him. get social proof. ok. smooth. open a couple
of hbs 7 that are regulars. i like the brunette but she never speaks to me.
they already know the drill: as soon as the place packs i am leaving them for
hotter sets. anywho they fluff me and i neg the brunette hard this time.
suddenly my negs come through and she is off her pedestal. but again attraction
is not there. she keeps saying What? and i say are you fucking deaf? you need a
fucking hearing device?" i literally said that. she is acting bithcy and shit.
i said i saw a girl like her in a show on tv. it is show for trash people. she
gets the neg and looks the other way. bithc. anyway, i fluff the other hb7 who
is nice and always pay attention to me and ...
then place packs and i start saying hello to people i know and then a hb7 says
hello to me from another field report. she has red hair and it is hot. i fluff
her but i eject.
there is huge ass group next to the bar. i want to open. i am scared. but i
open anyway. usually my bad: open one girl from the group and then work the
rest. I open with Who lies more. they are into it for a while. it is like 7
girls and it is almost impossible for me to control the interaction. so i focus
in the hb7 i opened.
ox: you are shy.
hb: no i am not.
ox: and you are bad
hb: no, i am good.
ox: my name is ox(fucking lame)
hb: mine is ...
she introduces me to the group. then i do a stupid move. i introduced and afc
that i had chatted before. afc breaks the group in 2 and i am dead as disco.
group vanishes down to the dance floor. fuckkkkkk.
time to venue change myself. my state is on a tail spin. gotta stop it.
bar 2.
see girl from previous sarge. she is a 7,5. very cute and very nice. we start
talking. next to her is a 7. her friend i fucked up a comvo with about 2 months
ago. she is into me though in a freaky kind of way and i dont like her. she
touches me on purpose with her ass. she is with a dude. i say to my hb7,5, that
what´s the deal with her friend. she tells she has tried to make us friends but
it is impossible. i called the other hb7 on her crap and i said she is touching
me. she ignores me as usual.
ox: she is fucking abnoxiouus
hb7,5: no, she is nice. you 2 started on the wrong foot.
ox: you got that right. i tried to make up with her but she is fucking jerk.
hb7jerk: you better find your self a girlfriend.
ox: what ´s the deal with you? dont you have a boyfriend here. this guy is
nice. why dont you make him your boyfriend(guy is smiling). he looks good(i
touch his t-shirt, i am displaying very arrogant behaviourhere and she is
loving it in a weird kind of way). marry him
ox: i have my girlfriend right here.(hugging hb7,5)
hb7,5: sorry, but i am engaged.
ox: really. wow, when are you getting married.
hb: uhmmmm(she is totally speechless, upps, huston we have a problem!)
hb: no, we havent thought about it.
ox: how many children you guys going to have...
hb: ..ummmmmmmm
ox: what? if i was engaged with you i would marry you right away...
then she starts qualifying herself, saying that her boyfriend is 22 and she is
25 and that he is not ready..ha, ha( i laugh inside, it is working). then she
tells me she wants to have lots of kids and i say me too...i start to pattern
her but then i made a mistake somewhere and she starts shittesting me about my
age and shit...and my intentions and her fucking girlfriend keeps on
cockblocking me, making her listen to hte fucking waiter and some watch...she
doestn want this but still she talks and i lose interest and try to find other
sets.
i eject. fuckkkkkkkkkk.
3 bar.
go in in style. ignore the uglies. i spot a hb7. she is a girl i sarged like
three months ago but could never kiss close. she immediately comes to me. and
we start heavy kino. i touch her. she is all over me and i am all over her.
she has boyfriend.
ox: i should have found you earlier before your boyfriend.
we are holding hands like lovers and she is very close to me, touching my dick
with her lower body.
hb7: yes. but...i have to work to morrow. what a drag?
ox: uhmm
i up the kino and go for kiss close. she dodges.
i tried a couple of times more. same shit. fuck. we are holding hands and
fucking kinoing and this girl would not kiss me...fuck.
she says she has to go back to friend. i eject.
I open 2 hb5's. they are into me...but i dont want to waste my game on them. so
we grind and shit...i eject.arrrgggggg. fucking uglies.
go to next bar. find them there and they are happy to see me again. fuck.
i give one of them the tension test. sit her in my lap and massage her back.
she loves it. fuck. i eject. i dont want this shit. triple fuck.
last bar.
by this time my state is so low that i just become a wall flower. i have my
back agains the wall and i am praying "god take me now".
my state is about to hit rock bottom now. night is fucking lame and i am losing
my patience. so i hang with the afc´s against the fucking wall and think what a
pathetic loser i have become from not being on the field everyday like i
should. however guys, sometimes god answers our prayers. there is a huge ass
group of nurses and doctors and anesthesists(i found out later), all of them
very young and hot, mostly hb7's.
as i lean against the wall, i spot a very cute hb7(my dick so hard) with a
piercing. she gives me ec a couple of times and checks me out...ha. i hear my
state(read dick) sending me a recovery signal).
the group is big but i cant believe it: she is at the end of the group and she
is working her way to me. she gets near me about 2 feet. i see the manouver.
girls are such bithces.
ox. did it hurt?(nose piercing)
hb7: no.
she is holding my biceps very strongly as she leans into me. itis so fucking
on. i hear my dick sending me signals. she is initiating kino big time.
ox: that´s because you like pain
hb7: ha, ha.no.
ox: i cant decide between a piercing and a tattoo.
hb7: i dont have any tattoos.
ox: should i get one?
hb7. i dont know, may be.
i am talking to her and the whole fucking group is around us but i am ignoring
the group. big mistake. mystery would not his fucking head right now.
ox: well, my name is ox. (lame, i dont know why i am fucking puss)
hb7: mine is ..
ox: you have an interesting hand shake. it means you are confidente.
hb7 ddb. ha.
anyway, we fluff and she is into me big time. i am into her big time. she has
the cutest smile. she tells me she is a nurse and some of the girls are nurses
too and some anesthesists. i say wow...i would love to have girlfriend
nurse..good reaction.
then cockblock comes and says they are going to another bar and drags her away
from me....fuckkkkkkkkkkk...i deserve it for being a fucking chicken and not
dhving to group.
moved around and fluff another girl from the group and they are into me, about
3 of them. we fluff past hook point and i start stalling like a mother fucker
and finally eject for no reason..fuck.
see a hb6 and a fatty. start fluffing them and the fatty and the girl are into
me. fatty starts grinding me and fucking going down on my leg like a fucking
horny doggy.
i say why not fuck a fattie. this night is a fucking disaster. i start
grinding the fatty back and the girl disappears and leave as alone. fatty
dodges my kiss close. and i just snap. i cant even fucking believe it man. i am
doing a social service here and it is not appreciated. then fatty starts
shittesting me and how men are scoundrels that just want to fuck.i am flipping.
i am hitting rock bottom to night. fatty asks me to show her my id for the
age????? fuck. to answer her request i start taking off my pants and show her
my butt instead. and tell her that it is ok or she wants more information. i
literally unbottoned my pants showed her my butt. i cant believe this shit. i
had a hot hb7 hanging from my biceps a moment ago and now this fatty is giving
me a hard time. i am so ejecting.
i go home.
lessons learned.
1. state can change with one set. you have to find it.
2. be outcomeless. go back to basics.
3. i suck big time. felt like shit.
4. ego has to dissolve in the field or i will always run into trouble.
5. shitty nights are part of the learning process.
ox
walking the path
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