mASF post by "PlayerSupreme"
posted on: mASF forum: General Discussion newsgroup, May 5, 2005On 5/18/05 4:52:14 PM, setarcos wrote:
>PlayerSupreme wrote:
>
>>We are what we think. All
>that we are arises with our
>thoughts. With our
>>thoughts, we make the
>world--Buddha
>>
>>How does this apply to
>PUA? Now that is the
>question. And how can we
>benefit
>>from this thought?
>>
>>
>>
>I think this is some keyboard
>jockey sosuave "think and you
>will become"
>crap.
LOL! If that is your belief then who am I to even try to change it.
>
>This shit never got me
>anywhere.
I'm sorry to hear that. Do you know my life story? If you did then you would
see how very valuable words like this truly are in the hands of the right
person.
I think I posted how my first girlfriend quit taking the pill so she could get
pregnant...how I dropped out of school to support a new family...got
married...got cheated on...worked at a job that I hated every second of
everyday I was alive...hated people...total antisocial...no self confidence or
self esteem...was fat and 60lbs overweight with no muscle tissue...broken back
from a car accident...at 23 had the blood pressure "of a 80 year old man"-nurse
who took it....and on and on and on. I hated being black...I hated whites...I
hated everyone!!!!
Step into my shoes, I'd bet you woulda killed yourself after the first year of
that hell. I used to cry myself to sleep like a babyboy over my misfortunes.
And to top it off my wife was frigid!!!! I had to take the pussy or pay for
it...yeah I would bribe her just to get laid...then for her to sleep with my
older sons ( oh yeah she already had 2 kids by 2 different men) father...
OK!!! Do you get just a inkling of how my life used to be. I thought I was
the anti christ since my mom told me I was evil since I was a kid. I got beat
almost everday with an electrical extension chord...pops wasn't around he was a
player out playing...and I was the child who looked like him...
are you getting a small look at my picture...????
can you imagine the whelps that bled on my arms and back and legs from a
electrical extension chord? My oldest memory is of being 3 years old and
cowering behind a toilet with wet skin getting it flayed off my black ass cause
I used the bathroom in the bathtub...
growing up starving cause pops wouldn't bring home food money while he was out
riding around on his motorcycle...until mom's told the base commmander and pops
lost a stripe...then we had food...
are you following me setarcos..while you slept in a nice bed in a nice home I
slept on a cot..army cot until mom's could save enough for bunkbeds.
Ok enough of that sad assed tale: I come from that and look at me now!!!!
Look at my attitude!!!!
You come from? upper middle class family. You had vacations (what is that
anyways??)
I was able to change my life through changing what was inside of me.
It's ok if you sit here and philosophize that this is nuthin but crap...but I'm
living proof of just how crappy it is.
And you think I was good looking??? Sorry kid. I created the body that I'm
in. I used to weigh 190 lbs and I had 13 inch arms at the time ok. I was all
fat.
I started losing my hair at the age of 22. Do you know how tramatic this is
for a young man????
Then in my 30's all the guys had flat tops that I would never be able to
have...
Look at me now!!!!
I had to change how I viewed myself. I had to self talk myself into feeling
attractive...I had to stop hating myself first.
You guys think I was born a natural. Natural my ass!!! I read books. In high
school I read Eric Webbers How to pick up girls and listened to his
phonograph..that is a record..this black huge disk thing that plays recorded
sound.
I was practising in my first year of junior college when I met my ex wife and
actually got up the nerve to say hello and look at the hell my life had become
since until I changed.
In my 30's if I wasn't a good dancer I never woulda gotten laid. If I wasn't
teaching aerobics and fitness I never woulda gotten laid.
In my 40's I set out to learn real game since my knees were about shot. I
figured I'd better learn how to actually meet women. I learned from pimping
and started at the top.
But I changed myself inside and from there the outside changed.
I was no natural. I learned to develop the natural inside of me. I'm lucky to
have the mind of the hunter type vs the farmer type.
But I tried the lines and the scripts. I tried and read everything that I
could get my hands on. And I still seek more knowledge.
This week I just got in the mail:
The Complete Assholes guide to Handling Chicks.
The Guide to Picking up girls
How to be wildly wealthy fast
and a book on how to have the body language that turns women on , can't recall
the title since it's in my car.
I am constantly evolving and learning instead of static and locked into one
plane.
Don't discount something just cause you didn't have what it took to stick with
it until it became your reality!!!!\
>
>
>HOWEVER, this mindset works
>great when... you are a hot
>male and the
>girls already *choose you* and
>you just ride the vibe to the
>fuck.
You have no idea how far off you are. Women don't fuck you because you look
hot. It's not about looks for them. I have no idea how many experts have said
this. I have asked a gang of women about this. They all have said it's true.
Infact many don't want a hot looking guy. So it's not a boon if your super
good looking. Or have a super big dick for that matter.
"Its really a small percentage of women that do care about looks, most women on
some level would like a good looking guy but the reality is that many of these
types are superficial and have nothing going on upstairs."
"Looks jack it up sometimes, like certain people Iknow (me),it's about the
confidence that the person shows"
-tanya
>
>Till then, every single time
>(probably 50-100 times if
>thats good
>enough) this results in
>nothing.
Have you thought that maybe you sabatogue yourself? With the attitude that
you've shown here and in the chat room I can believe this to be very true!!!
>
>So, this doesn't apply to real
>PU except when girls already
>chase me.
>Once the girls do start
>chasing me on their own, I can
>just think to
>myself "I am awesome! I am a
>cool guy! I am the great
>catch!".... till
>then, this is nothing.
>
Well I guess your one of the lucky ones. You have women chasing you.
>
>I only speak from experience.
>
>PlayerSupreme I know you get
>with 1000000000s of chicks,
>but then again
>I think you are a natural and
>have some crazy vibe about
>you.
I answered this above. I am a self made natural.
Its easy
>to just say "oh yeahhh I just
>think I'm a huge player,
>therefore I am"
>but for everyone else who is
>struggling out there on the
>field and not a
>natural, trying to learn how
>to actually fuck beautiful
>women, it is
>different.
LOL, yeah boi...it is different to actually be on the field.
>
> My message is that you can change yourself by working on your innergame. YOu
can't grow in height, but you can walk like a giant.
If your fat by changing the inside you will start to naturally lose weight.
If your ugly you will start dressing better or want to and change your
appearance.
If I can change then anyone can.
I come from a time when it wasn't fashionable to be black.
You guys think all white chicks want is a black man these days and I laugh at
that shit. Less than 10% of the fine ones out there. I'm not counting fat and
nasty who will fuck anything.
Let's get real up on this forum. And it starts within each and everyone of
you.
Change your inner's and you will change your outter experiences.
If your not getting enough dates it's because of shit going on inside of you.
If you don't think your good enough for that hot babe over there, then you will
subsconsciously blow it when you step up to her.
You will mumble your lines or scripts, you will stumble over a part and forget
something, you will do something that makes her feel uneasy....then you will
post on here that you were only practicing to begin with.
But by changing your inner beliefs and developing your inner game» your outter
game will change. You will then have the confidence and belief that YES you do
deserve to be with hot babes as a natural right of just being a man.
Your self cockblocking methods will be a think of the past.
So in closing you've seen where I have come from. I've shown you the pathetic
background of my AFC existance as a bug in life.
I've shown you parts of my childhood that I rarely tell anyone about. I'm glad
I only showed you guys the good shit and not the real evil shit...lol.
So if by changing my insides and getting a better outter life works then I
would say that I am living proof of this.
I came from having NO game! In high school I couldn't even talk to women to
getting women to sell their pussy for me, just by working on my inner game» and
changing my own destructive self beliefs, then you better believe that
>>We are what we think. All
>that we are arises with our
>thoughts. With our
>>thoughts, we make the
>world--Buddha
If you can follow the universal law here you can see how my childhood created
my adult existance. I went from one hell to another, until I got tired of it!
I started working on myself way back in my late 20's and I'm still changing.
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