mASF post by "Rocckkstar"
posted on: mASF forum: General Discussion newsgroup, September 9, 2004I think I've finally hit that point, that absolute and total SUSTAINABLE climax
of my sex life, where things are just too good to be true. I've been getting
that "pinch me" surreal feeling a lot of nights lately, and I hadn't gotten it
since I was back in L.A. at the Project Hollywood thing, and before that, the
last time was probably 2 years before that when I first met and got with my old
girlfriend in Europe. I just wanted to write this before I go out tonight to
encourage all you guys that ANYTHING is possible, it really truly is.
It's been 3 weeks since I started going out again after a break this summer
while I was focusing on working out and nutrition and work, and the girls I'm
getting with are just getting prettier and prettier. My normal same-night lay
when I go out has gone from alright lookin girls to girls that turn most heads
when I'm walkin down the street with them. I've done this with more
experience, relaxing more, working out and improving my appearance, and just
being happy and having fun.
I'm not in this to make money. I never was, and never will be. Could I?
Yeah, I think so. But I already have a career that pays well enough and is
flexible enough that I can still enjoy doing intellectual things but really be
able to kick back on weekends, go out, and just have the absolute time of my
life and make the most of every moment.
I do this stuff...let's see, how do I say this...alright... I love women and
meeting new ones because it's slowly taken me from frustrated (socially) to
determined (to get this part of my life under control) to just about ecstatic
and always wanting more and better (and most of all, HAPPY) recently.
Everything is coming together.
Wow, I gotta admit, this is pretty funny to read, it's a total stream of
consciousness thing, but I guess I just want the negativity that sometimes pops
up around here to subside a bit and maybe we could use this thread to talk
about if we're truly HAPPY and getting (or soon will be getting) this part of
our lives under control. I honestly and sincerely have the utmost respect for
just about every single one of you guys, and I wish you all the best of luck
with this part of your life, and even the other parts as you all mature and
turn into really cool guys.
Oh, and Jay... you can definitely expect a little cash donation from me in the
future for being a great guy and keeping this place goin.
Peace out guys. Go kick some ass!!
.-~ Rocckkstar ~-.
rocckkstar.buzznet.com
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