mASF post by "Pnutt" posted on: mASF forum: General Discussion newsgroup, April 4, 2004right now, i have no problem talking to girls. i dont get nervous or anything.
but lately, i think i have been getting passed off as an AFC. im not sure why
this is. im in highschool and girls know my past and my problems with girls.
but i dont get it... if im charming them and being nice, wouldnt I be the kind
of guy girls fall in love with? then why am I being ljbf'ed left and right? im
being myself, and being confident, and being outgoing. today I realized, with
the internal thoughts of ''being myself' i really think ''be a nice guy''
because thats what i think of when i hear be yourself.
so today in school i went sexual for a while, and that went pretty well for a
little while, but then I was just stuck in my head and not talking. so now im
stuck. heres what Im thinking; there are really a million different types of
girls in school, and they dont want the same thing. some really like nice guys,
some think nice guys are afc. it sucks because i no i have so much potential
but Im not getting any results right now. maybe i can get some help from asf...
right now, all I want to do is fuck a million girls, and not of the same type
(like the popular 10 girl and then the cute as hell stoner chick). sometimes i
really want to talk a lot, sometimes I dont. i want to be attractive as hell
(im in great shape, im borderline metrosexual- youd think thatd be enough, but
once you act nice you arent hot any more). I want every girl to say 'theres
that guy hes so hot!" right now, i cant be myself because meing myself is
coming off like just a nice guy. i dont know... i think ive lost my reality and
I need a new one. im looking at gwm, tyler stuff, mm, and juggler's archives.
ive been through all of these archives a million times though... i really know
this stuff inside and out.
my problem is mixing attraction with the nice guy part of me, and making it
seem congruent. another problem is calibrating to the specific girl. i dunno...
i need some help right now. whens the next pu summit?
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