mASF post by "SmoothGuy69"
posted on: mASF forum: Field Reports Discussion, August 8, 2005
Damn Saturday, invited from stranger on street to a big party 90 plus people,
marquee, recruitment consultants, joint 30th, would have easy been a few girls
there for me seeing the odds in 90 people. about maybe 30 women?
Would have been one or two I could have gamed quite happily.
I feel asleep instead.
Still it's all good. Recruitment social circles are real nice by my
experience. Real open and serviceable girls.
Monday. 2pm. West End.
Going low key, gonna buy these tortoiseshell shades. This approach of DLV and
low key, kinda tired of life and know the score attitude with low key is
working well. Under the radar. Then I stuff techs down their throats like no
tomorrow.
I am having long hair (down my back) withdrawal symptoms, I saw this girl on
the escalator, she's like a 5-6 Japanese girl but with nice lion mane type hair
halfway down back. I imagined that on ME with cowboy boots, shirt and jeans,
kinda mythical, stand out figure, real nice, rebellious, androgynous. I guess
I can always get extensions. It's good for a change anyway. Look at me,
resistant to grooming.. haha. You can get very used to the Boho look.
Then I started looking at her ass. Thinking what's under there. Thinking
about touching her from behind there. Then I wondered if there's a bi thing
going on with me, maybe I like that androgynous look.
Fuck that, I looked like a girl from behind, trying to talk myself back into
why I got back into being groomed, like I should complain, the cut was done by
a guy that wins hair shows all over the world.
I went to a C.London model agency that I was passing, showed them some things,
showed them my experience etc, they wanna sign me up, standard contract, can
terminate in 28 days if I want to so I'll give it a a sign.
Will be interesting to see the results of a 1000 mile service and a facial
after that grebo period.
I feel more confident with dealing with society. Looking like a homeless bum
was good for PUA chops and very focusing, unforgiving, ie. you need precision
game, but dealing with other branches of life was a chore.
Yuk, fucking ironic, sending waves across my body. Dance remix of Scissor
Sisters. Mary..
Reminds me of HBModel. We used to listen to that shit all the time.
Yes I realised some serious things.
She was my ragdoll for pick up techs. Hardly fair on her. Also, I wasn't
being real, really TOO high value. Using the dynamic to drop serious ego?
Maybe. Since this new DLV stint in my life, I have really realised some real
things, also a lot of meditation is telling me things. Maybe I am growing up a
bit too. She just felt that I was bored of her. We got caught in a catty
spiral.
Then fear kicked in, hers or mine it doesn't matter. We started being evil to
each other. I might call her and be real with her, see how that opens things
up.
It doesn't matter what she wants to do in her life. I should still honour it.
I should never have tried to show her vids of women trying to pull me away for
a fuck and not expect her to run away crying in the other room.
There's some real cool things she did for me and some real romance and maturity
from her at the start of the game.
I kicked in with the player shit too much.
Anyway.. it's just another girl right?
The day is young. Value tweaked, image reassigned. Hair and clothing back to
editorial best. Be scared London. it's 2pm. Many things can happen to a well
groomed guy with some good game between now and sunset.
Smile,
SmoothGuy69
http://www.smoothmethod.com
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