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I was in a complete dogshit mood when I went out tonight. I honestly can't believe I pulled. I was literally on the verge of tears, in a puddle of depression pining over my ex, at 9:30pm before leaving my apartment.
I got a couple beers by myself at a bar. Played creepy guy posted up at the bar. Then met some friends out at a different place. Friends mean two guys, one with a GF, the other far from Mr. Approach_Machine.
I was still playing creepy guy huddled over the bar. When I wasn't talking to anyone I was contemplating the enormity of the universe a la Marcus Aurelius's "Meditations" - thanks to SLEAZY» for recommending this book. It is truly life-changing if taken in the proper mindset. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED.
The thing I like about lingering at the bar is you can engage chicks without approaching. They come into your territory. I like that.
I was kind of playing a gambit where I was asking girls if they smoked, typically the answer was "no," so I would ask them if they knew anyone who had cigarettes, or if they knew anywhere to find any cigarettes, as if I were asking for a weed hookup.
These two particular girls came and went out of my sphere. I saw them maybe 20 minutes later. The second time I saw them I felt the vibe with one of them and LITERALLY pulled her in, ie. I grabbed her around the waste and pulled her in between my legs. I held her there between my arms and legs and I could feel she was enjoying it.
At some point I let go of her, turned back around to the bar and pretended like nothing happened. Chatted with my friends again, engaged a girl sitting next to me. I felt this was necessary in order to not put too much pressure on her as if I were really counting on her attention.
I left to take a piss. Came back. My buddy was still talking to them. I pulled the one girl back in. I started more blatantly feeling her ass. I did the "middle finger to the pussy from behind, via asscrack" action and got not so much of squirm out of her. This was while she was talking to her friend. Not so much as a blip in the conversation. At this point I knew it was on.
So I took her to a side table, just me and her, and explained that I really want to go down on her. She was pleasantly surprised.
Her friend showed up, of course, to escort her. Some information was exchanged regarding who I was and her interest in me was subtly expressed. I left so the two of them could discuss.
Shortly after that we all decided to leave. I couldn't believe the technically lengthy token screening process that occurred outside the bar with my girl's friend. She wanted to know my name, addresses, phone number, fucking social security number, date of birth, EVERYTHING. Finally I was able to pull my girl away and made it home with her.
I "almost" botched it right before I got her into my apartment because I couldn't remember her name. Ooops!! She feigned as if she were going to go back to her friend's. But that was all token. At that point she was completely invested.
When we got inside I got some water for us and pretty much took my pants off and commanded her to get undressed. She got in bed. I undressed her with no resistance. It was almost as if it were an arranged marriage. Kinda strange. But nice. Passing her friend's bullshit screening pretty much made it a slam dunk.
I think it's also worth mentioning here that my apartment is a complete shithole bachelor pad. The floor is covered with smattered food mess and dirt, soiled dishes in the sink, dirty laundry strewn around the bedroom, disorder and chaos everywhere. Think she gave a fuck? Nope. By the time we got there the deal was already sealt.
She had to leave at 7am this morning to go to work. I drove her to her friend's house to get her car. Came home and here I am. Interesting night. Will probably see her again. Definitely did not expect pull. Just goes to show it's best to go out even if you don't feel like it.
Title refers to GFTOW, regarding a serious case of one-it-is for my old GF, whom I made the mistake of establishing contact with earlier this week.
