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I've never broached the subject of 'us', and I don't expect it to be brought up, but I feel guilty for leading her on. I don't lead her on through words, but we've fucked pretty much every day for the past 2 weeks and she's straight up said (via text) she doesn't want anyone else.
She found out I was having a party from one of our mutual guy friends. I actually did invite her, but she got invite late. So she texts me at around 9pm saturday and mentioed that our mutual friend is leaving for the party soon. She asked me if she should come (of course it was a weighted question).
~20 minutes later I text'd her back "yeah. why wouldn't i?" I don't feel like looking for her response, but I followed up that text with "haha. do what you want its all good either way. find a new hottie for tonight " She responded with something like "i don't want anyone else"
I didn't respond to that. I've generally tried to hint that I don't mind-- that I WANT her to hook up with other guys. I'm not sure what she's thinking though.
Another example-- last night I drove her home after we fucked. The windows were very foggy when we were getting into the car, so I said "sorry about the windows, I guess they're still foggy from the last girl I had in here".
Her: yeah car sex is the best
I don't remember my response (I was high), but I stayed silent/unphased.
Couple seconds pass and she says she was just kidding about the guy over teh summer, and asked if I was serious about fucking a girl in the car, and I told her I hadn't recently.
Some other points: She doesn't like to be fully naked with the lights on; she won't let me eat her out. Both of these points demonstrate LSE
One last thing-- she's repeatedly mentioned that she feels like a booty call, and every time I've said she is, and that's ok.
I guess you can look at this post and say she's been informed enough, but I feel like she thinks I'm joking when I say stuff like that. Can you help me rid this guilt?
P.S. Sorry I'm a rambling thinker. Yesterday at the library she saw me sitting with 3 girls at a different table and texted "come sit with me pimp!" This kind of spurred a little 'hate' in me. I felt like "we're not going out. why should I move away from these girls to sit with you?"
I didn't text her back until I moved to one of the reading seats.
I've recently run into a little problem. I've been fucking this girl (Ashley) for the past 2 weeks or so. We met at the library-- I knew she was into me from the start. The next day she blew me and the day after we fucked. She's very into me and wants to fuck me all the time, which is great on the surface, but I feel like she's moving towards a BF/GF frame, which I don't want.
Her: some story about car sex with 'this dude I was fucking over the summer'
