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I used to post on here as LordGold way back, I got VERY good at gaming girls. About the time i stopped posting is when I seriously just went ape shit with the game and became absolutely unstoppable. Here I am, back, after about 2 years, Just about to end a year and a half long relationship. Totally mind fucked and recovering.
Now... This whole last year and a half of my life I realized i'm going to have to break down into a few different posts. Learn from my mistakes. And All support and comments are MORE than welcome. I'm completely rebuilding myself at this point and you guys are a huge part of my roots.
I'll start with the relationship aspect of this.....
Pre parties at my place, post parties after the club, if there was a chick, and she was hott. She was mine. I started to have regulars at my parties, One of which, my future GF we'll call her Succubus.
Succubus was very, very, very sexy. So I played things correctly, Let her see me take many different girls into my bedroom. Let her get with the other beta guys who frequented my place. Barely showed her any attention, Did my thing, you know, played the game. Eventually it was my time to strike, I had a girlfriend at the time (Somewhat of an open relationship, didn't like that i was hooking up with other girls but accepted it)
Succubus is sleeping over, and I sleep with her on my couch. At this point we had never hooked up, although very strong attraction was built and comfort. I make my move, try to kiss her. She won't budge. I play the game, CF, Freezout, nothing works. Nothing. She keeps saying "I wont kiss you while you have a girlfriend"
About a week goes by,
She comes over a few more times. Same thing, 1 time i did "get her" (see the frame shift already) to kiss me. But she immediately pulled back, "nooooo not when you have a girlfriend""""
End of the week. I dumped my girlfriend, Tried to frame it to succubus as we broke up due to me cheating and, distance (long distance relationship)
Mistake #3 Lack of screening I urge you guys out there, be aware of these girls and people in general. Who hide behind sheep clothing but are wolves.
"I have been cheated on before, I cant bring myself to hurt another girl like I have been hurt, therefor we can't kiss."
Translation = I like to play the victim, and I use my victim disguise to be manipulative. I carry tons of emotional baggage. I'm also deeply Insecure, needy for attention, I will try to control you sexually, I'm a liar.
If you guys don't understand exactly why that translates into that, i'll explain it.
Mistake #4 I dont know what the term is, but its a case of the Knight in Shinning armor shit. The need to be a hero, that bullshit. That I seriously got played with. Which is a major Inner Game» issue on my part. My NEED to help people, became a way to ultimately seek my own self validation. I realize this now. Her victim ploy which she used constantly PLAYED ME perfectly.
I first want to say I really missed you guys, not trying to be sappy, but seriously, the transformation I had in my life was incredible.
Then I asked succubus to be my GF same day. We hook up.
Mistake #1 Relationship was built on a foundation of supplicating. Even though I tried to frame it correctly I was lying to myself, and to Succubus and I could not maintain a congruent frame ( me asking her out the same day, then being so eager to hook up) among other, tiny, things.
But these small seeds, which were my foundation, took me down a horrible, horrible path.
Mistake #2 I ACCEPTED HER FRAME. She said she had been cheated on before. And she couldn't bring herself to hurt another girl like she had been hurt, and that's why she wouldn't kiss. me. On the surface, and at the time this seemed like a very sweet, sincere reason.
Fucked it up from the start, which I believe is why this relationship can't work. I literally threw away almost a year and a half of my life. The only way to make this not a complete waste is to learn, and bounce back 10x as strong. It's good to be back, brothas.
